
The past several days have been especially challenging. Grace has not been napping as well as she normally does and, therefore, has been cranky. We have still had some wonderful times as she continues to grow and learn each day, but I have let these great times be overshadowed by my frustration with her crankiness. Just last week, before these hard days, I spoke with a friend who has been studying and practicing the fruit of the Spirit. It was such a blessing to speak with her and I'm sure the last several days would have been much harder had she not reminded me of the fruit that I am to show as a follower of Christ. I have to admit, for the first few days, our conversation was not on my mind. However, over the weekend, I remembered her words and was convicted that I had not been bearing much fruit. The following is from another website, allaboutgod.com:
Fruit of the Spirit - Visible Growth in Jesus Christ"Fruit of the Spirit" is a biblical term that sums up the nine visible attributes of a true Christian life. Using the King James Version of Galatians 5:22-23, these attributes are:
love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness and temperance. We learn from scripture that these are not individual "fruits" from which we pick and choose. Rather, the fruit of the Spirit is one ninefold "fruit" that characterizes all who truly walk in the Holy Spirit. Collectively, these are the fruits that all Christians should be producing in their new lives with Jesus Christ.
I am humbled to think that I was not showing the Fruit of the Spirit to my daughter. As her mother, it is my job to teach her through practical application what it means to be a Christian. Although she is still very young, she watches me day in and day out and I truly desire to accurately display the love of Christ to her. So, I am learning to give up the natural desire of my flesh, which is to be frustrated when my precious little one doesn't nap well. Stating it this way, the problem that started all of this seems very trivial. However, I know that the application reaches far beyond this one event.